Opening up is never easy

Hey everyone!

These past few days I’ve been thinking about what to share about myself. I realized that I’m afraid of doing just that. I’m afraid of being judged for what I say or of how it might be perceived. All that to say that I’m a very guarded person. But I am trying to change that as terrifying that might be. I have lots of irrational fears. I’d like to think that we all do. Plus irrationality is somewhat subjective in my opinion. One of the things I’m afraid of is people, which is an odd thing because I was quite the social butterfly as a child. As I grew up, I developed social anxiety. I guess high school will sometimes to that to you. We all experience high school differently. I found it hard to make long lasting friends in high school. Now that doesn’t mean I didn’t make some. It just means I wasn’t part of the popular crowd or any crowd really. I was the girl floating in between trying to find her place. I often felt alone.

I’m sorry for cutting this post short, but I’m really tired. Why don’t you guys tell me what you’re afraid of or how high school was like for you? No matter how it was.

Lots of love,


A Brand New Year

Hello everyone!

I hope you all had a wonderful holiday. I wish you all a happy belated New Year! Sorry for not writing during the holidays. Hopefully school won’t be too busy this semester. Anyway, what did you guys do during the holidays? I spent it with my family and my boyfriend. Over the holidays, my boyfriend got me into D&D (Dungeons and Dragons). For those who do not know that D&D is, to sum it up it’s a role playing game. I don’t really know how to describe it myself other than you role play a character and go on adventures. If anyone is familiar with League of Legends, mlulu_0y D&D character resembles to Lulu. For those who are not familiar with Lulu she is a fae sorceress and she has fairy companion named Pix. The picture on the right is Lulu. Let’s see what else happened during the holidays? The graphics card on my laptop “broke”. Something funny happened to it. It’s hard to explain. I’d have to show it to you.

In terms of presents, I got a lot of books such as The Bane Chronicles & Clockwork Angel by Cassandra Clare, Zodiac by Romina Russell, Teardrop & Unforgiven by Lauren Kate. I am really exciting to  read all of them. I will be doing reviews on the books once I’ve read them. I got a Lulu plushy because I just think she is so cute and my favorite League of Legends character. I also got a Pandora bracelet and a Pandora heart charm to go with the bracelet and small stuff like money & clothes.

A little side note before finishing this post: This year, I will be working on making more posts about me so you guys can get to know me better.

What did you get for Christmas? Do you have any New Year resolutions? Let me know by commenting on this post 🙂 . I’m also looking forward to hear what you did for the holidays.

Lots of love